to anyone who's wondering when this chapter will (finally) end

spoiler: it will be okay

What if I wrote the words that were on my heart

I think that would be okay

What if I wore the features on my face

The proportions of my hands

The size of my ears

The bend of my smile

I think…that would be okay

And what if I didn’t abandon with reckless desire all that God spoke to me in the wind that summer in the dunes, by the station,

Yeah I think, perhaps, just maybe that would be okay

And I think too if I stayed and waited until the end, that too would be

Okay